Why do I get all butterflies in my stomach each time I think of Mr. EX? (Maybe I should start calling him Mr. NOW?) Is all of this dating, searching, blogging a big waste of time? Are things not what they seem? Is it all a big waste of time? Do things happen when you least expect them to?
Questions, questions, questions. Anyway, we have a 'tentative' meeting for sushi dinner sometime next week. I just shot him an e-mail to find out when. We'll see if he bites or doesn't. So was last Friday night all a big dream? It was a good night and another experience to put in my memory bank.
However, it was a difficult weekend for me because it was the first anniversary of my husband's passing. I managed to get through keeping busy, but when I see/hear certain movies/songs, I cry. No matter who I date and who I see, I'll never forget the man that made me who I am today. I was his Eliza Doolittle to his Professor Higgins. I was blessed to have him in my life and will never forget him.
In the meantime, Mr. NOW and I continue our on again/off again path down the road to some sort of a relationship........whether it be friends, boyfriend/girlfriend or friends with benefits. Anyway, it will be an adventure to store in my RAM.
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